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[crushed_pearls]

Erin's voice mail message is in a weary voice: "Erin Peters. If you called in the middle of the night and I didn't answer, I'm dying. If I pick up and someone on your end isn't dying, they will be shortly. Text otherwise."

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[crushed_pearls]

My job this morning is to help as best I can. Lay it on me Dimitri.

[prince_of_beasts]

There's a long pause before Dimitri's reply.

I nkow what his brain feels like

Ive nevr had ti look someon in t he face after that

[crushed_pearls]

Erin makes the phone repeat that text several times. It sticks with her, lingering. Reminding her of old battles that never quite stop clinging. And now this latest one, with the tearing of muscle under her grip...

Flippant reassurance would be...the wrong call.

That will be a new one on me too once Crabb wakes up. And Ossie eventually. Cassandra. I can only take it as a blessing that they do not have to remember how they died. The only advice I can really give is that if you try to explain those feelings to Giles all you will really do is force him to live a pain he has been spared.

When you are up for it come find me. I can pour drinks and we can try to talk it out. Or if there is someone else you trust who is far from Giles maybe. You really did do him a great service Dimitri. To be used like that is a horror beyond all others for our people. Your strength bought him relief from that. Ossie too who had to live with knowing his love was being abused in that way. I am not trying to pretty up the battle but in a bad situation you did something powerful and good.

[prince_of_beasts]

Dimitri has a hard time believing that, no matter how much sense it makes. No matter how much he knows, rationally, that it's the truth.

Thats why I tol d you nd not him
Or ossie

Thank you
I wil try to beleive that

I dotn drink liquor
Alcoholo and i dont mix wel l
But i will take yuo u p on that when i can

[crushed_pearls]

We can do boba. Undine turned me on to the stuff. Just try not to literally physically choke on it if you have not had it before.

Keep well Dimitri. I am here for anything in my power.

[prince_of_beasts]

Likweise

It wyold help to do somethin useful
That dosent nvolve a sword

[crushed_pearls]

I do not expect this to sink in just because I text it the one time but honestly Dimitri you are doing useful things. When love and connection and friendship are things people yearn for and are denied it is easy to see them as frivolous rewards or the bounty of a world of peace which you can never see from atop the wall you guard. But they are not luxuries. They are necessities of human life. People die without love as surely as they die without air and it hurts them the entire time that they die.

If the Captain enjoys our despair then the friendship and consideration you offer is a blade sharper than any you could grasp in your mighty hands.

[prince_of_beasts]

Fine. That's ... fine, it's good, it's fine, he's fine everything's fine.





Erin gets no response, because Dimitri has curled up in the shower to cry.