And I don't know. Is she trying because she feels like she's fucked up and failed and she wants to not have failed, or is she trying because she wants to help me see who I might become?
I don't know if the latter one is on the table for her. She looked...betrayed, when I told her I wanted an adultier adult. When I said she wasn't the reason the inside of my head is on fire and I want to put it out and figure out who I am without Alchemical Water. She looked like I told her I wanted to find a kitten and drown it in the toilet.
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Date: 2022-10-22 07:27 am (UTC)And I don't know. Is she trying because she feels like she's fucked up and failed and she wants to not have failed, or is she trying because she wants to help me see who I might become?
I don't know if the latter one is on the table for her. She looked...betrayed, when I told her I wanted an adultier adult. When I said she wasn't the reason the inside of my head is on fire and I want to put it out and figure out who I am without Alchemical Water. She looked like I told her I wanted to find a kitten and drown it in the toilet.