"I feel like I've lost something. Like...I can no longer tell myself the lie that I'm normal. Human, not human, they're fucking squishy categories on this ship, I know. But I'm hurting right now, and I'm trying not to hurt you with my hurting. I've been changed enough that I feel different and that matters because it does."
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Date: 2023-08-20 03:19 am (UTC)He is experiencing this as a loss, somehow.