crushed_pearls

"Scary, isn't it? Not just what you are now, but looking back at before and wondering, what if I'd been different? What if I made another choice?" Erin blows out a long breath. "...It haunts me too. But the past can't be changed, only the present. As much as it sucks to hear, you're gonna have to live with it and see about right now. And maybe that means putting out work you don't like. Work you think you coulda done better. I know it's not exactly writing but I'm not really happy about making my crush rip my eyes out with her bare hands...but that extremely shitty, arguably good deed, helped me figure on getting better ones handled. If you want to know, you gotta try it. Even if it just sucks at first."