Forced to watch while his own body deceives and attacks the people he loves? Or trapped, conscious, in a frozen, lightless, senseless Nothing? Dimitri honestly couldn't say which sounds worse.

Ill keep that im mind

It does mean that he can't talk to Giles about it. And he can't just -- he can't keep this in his chest. It'll warp him like that Relic warped Miklan, break his bones and curdle his blood.

Can i telll yuo someth ing