"I was fast asleep, in the presence of two people who I know would have done what they could to keep me unharmed. If you really wish to know, I'm more surprised something like this didn't happen sooner."

That keeping a count of the days she's been alive here hasn't stopped, Erin. She still expects to die sooner rather than later, and it's still better than what she left. There's a scant few places she feels safe on this ship, and she doesn't want to jinx them by saying them aloud.